I just had a pretty nice epiphany and I can finally slap a tangible theme on my concentration for sculpture~

in other news:
I am forcing myself to stay out of drawing books.
I get stuck on these little pages so much that huge, nice, professional paper boggles my mind
so you all will probably not see a lot of stuff come from me unless I decide to show you horrible photos of them
and also, I will..uh... eventually upload my sculptures. Or something.
I'm busy! Entering dumb high school contests left and right... and mom says I dont try to help her with money...
MOM I CAN'T WRITE GOOD BULLSHITTY ESSAYS, SORRY, TRUST ME
I AM MAKING LAME ART FOR YOUUUUUUU

I do however post up little photos and such of things I'm doing on instagram... It's a quick little thing, so why not use it to my advantage, I guess.

Oh, and I got accepted, hoorah... It's no surprise there, I was an automatic anyhow. I ended up sending an application to all the fancy big city art schools and just backed out on the portfolios.... Not that I was scared or anything, but I came to the realization that the only reason I was applying to them was to get some kind of confirmation of my awesomeness/to prove I could make it, but I came to accept that that was the stupidest thing ever, so I said 'fuck it'.

So I'm going to UNT in Denton, Texas. It seems like an okay area, all my fellow Houstonians are telling me people in Dallas are just the snobbiest and the worst, which saddens me, not that I believe it. There's plenty of snobby people everywhere. I wanted to go because it seemed like a little hip (yeah I said it) community, which could end up great or awful. The school is nice and I liked my tour a lot, its far away from Houston, and apparently it's compared as being a smaller, tamer, more intimate Austin, which is pretty much right up my alleyway. I could not live in Austin. no sir. I hate big cities. argh. and Austin is so crowded and people and attention and ugh okay I'm being a bigot. You get it. Whatevs. I'm not going to university to make friends, anyhow.

I hope you all are having good days and participating in life. it's easy not to.

-Nat